Naturally Belle

the return of a drama queen!

2009-06-11T01:48:00.000-07:00

stay tune for my come back!
im in the mood for story telling!!!!

:D hahaha

give me job plzzz :(

2009-01-22T12:48:00.000-08:00

no new entry?
hmmm..
having problems laa..
im very looking forward for my chinese new year vacation!!!!
beaches, blue sea...white sand...calming sun...shopping...hmmmm
to be away from stress... problems....

im jobless now..
finished my study bt gt no job la...
what to do..
somes suggest me in marketing line but im not really that friendly...
n i can consider myself as a shy person also..
malula to approach strangers..
but to be a public attention makes me feel happy :)
yes..yes i admit..
im an attention seeker+drama queen... ;-p

so what do u think da most suitable career for me?

im a chemistry student but i hv no interest in proceeding my current area...
hmmm...
but it is true that chemistry can make good money... legally or illegally hahahah..

i want to feel how does it feel to own money by your own..
to spent the money that u get from ur hardwork..
sounds fun!!

ok ok..
this is just me mumbling to myself bcause of ZZZZzzzzzzzzzz...

bye bye

kindness is what world needs...

2009-01-13T11:02:00.000-08:00

me n sayang were on da way back home from kl this afternoon..
suddenly a bike trying to overtake us from the left side ( we were at da fast lane )..
sumore there was also a car on our left side..
get it? picture this,
a bike trying to overtake in da center between two cars.. Hmmm.. hope u guys can imagine it.
but all of a sudden, he lost control of his bike ( he's panic because he's a 'sandwich' now)
swiftly sway to the right, and hit our car.
then he fell off his bike and drop just infront of us ( car stil moving ok )..
thankfully, my sayang is such an expert in driving. He immediately swing to da left and pushed da break hard.
scarily, our car did bang something solid ( honestly i tot it was his head already ).... but alhamdullilah when we jump off to check on him, he was breathing nicely and still in one piece..
he only hurt his shoulder and a bit scratch here and there... thank god we just hit his bike.
traffic is jammed like hell (rush hour) so without more ado, we move his bike onto the divider and took him inside car to bring him to clinic...

during registration at da clinic, he barely can move his arm to wrote down his particular.. so i help him. When he wanted to hand over his IC, i realized that his wallet is worn out and it is empty. From the IC, the guy is almost 50 years old... a sudden sympathy came to me...

i told my syg bout dis...n we decided to pay all da treatment bill n give him some cash also..
even though it was his fault and our rim car already spoil... we dont have the heart to put more burden on him..
alhamdullilah again because he didnt suffer any severe injury...

even though my day is a bit unpleasant today..but i feel glad and blessed...
kindness is what world needs...
i couldnt agree more :)

scared to death!!!

2009-01-11T09:24:00.000-08:00

last night was a night dat will never be forgotten...
an experience of a life time..

i witness an almost gun shooting scenery..
i was sitting in a car..
two guys were fighting just beside the car and one of them has a gun..
the fight became out of hands and one of da guy started to withdraw his gun and aiming the other guy head..

i was praying to god to avoid any unwanted accident!!
i was scared like hell..
my hands are trembling hard..
sweats dripping down my face..

thank god nothing bad happen..
im relieved!!
but still some blood dripping were involved.. (by knife)

i will never put my mind off this memorable night...

saturday evening

2009-01-10T02:35:00.000-08:00

nothing much to do today...

wake up very late today.. thanks for sayang's suprise visit last night..

ate prosperity burger for my breakfast-lunch-most probaly dinner..

watched hindustan movie a bit..

but then change da channel coz the story plot a bit ridiculous..

browsed all channel...none was interesting..

and finnaly i ended up with this amazingly touching movie..

King Of California..

This quirky Sundance comedy chronicles the journey of a delusional father (Michael Douglas) who's convinced that a fabled treasure is buried somewhere beneath his Southern California suburb.

His delinquent teenage daughter (Evan Rachel Wood) -- a high school dropout who saw her father sent to a mental institution, only to be abandoned by her dysfunctional mother -- resists his ravings at first. But, eventually, she starts to believe.

i suggest you guys watch it! it will sure make ur day with ur father..

thank you!

2009-01-08T13:26:00.000-08:00

soooo many respond i gt from my blog..
some agreed, some doesnt..
some retarded, some well educated...
some envy, some supportive..
some judgemental, some advising...
hmmmm....
i really dont care,
but some posts involve others feeling..
which is not appropriate for me to keep it published..

p/s- to those who bad talking bout me, i suggest u to keep on... visit my blog more often.. i really appreciate it... its an honour for me for being able to mke u envy, excited and interested in my naturally belle's life..
;D

kekasih gelapku------> reality hurts!!!

2008-11-28T23:10:00.000-08:00

Kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Kutahu kutakkan slalu ada untukmu
Di saat engkau merindukan diriku
Kutahu kutakkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...,
Hidupku……

tension released!!!

2008-11-07T06:04:00.000-08:00

after a few of 'killer' paper..
my head cracked up already..
my body stressed too much..
muscle pain...tired soul..
so i decided to hv fun a bit!
i went to karaoke with my angels - ed, baity n nadya..
thanks to them..
i gained back my spirit to strive for the best!

we had our lunch first before karaoke session at Kayu, tesco mutiara damansara... see how exhausted we were!

see how happy we turned out to be.. ;D

and this is our live crazy singing!!!

-- Kush Kush Ho Ta Hay----

--------Beat It---Michael Jackson---------

first paper..

2008-11-04T07:11:00.000-08:00

my first paper sux!
i spotted the wrong question!
damn...
im frustrated like hell!

my lect bring out da same question from the quiz test!
hw on earth im going to know that?
i tot he will never use the same question!!!!

UUUrrrGGGGGhhhhh!

stress!!!!!

my next paper will be tomorow morning..
i'll mke sure im fully prepare this time!
oh yes i will!!!

what an excellent student!

2008-11-02T10:28:00.000-08:00

its 2.28 now..

im still awake.. studying..

tired..really tired but what to do.. :(

i will do my best this time

let this be the most memoriable last final exam...heh!

i turned the living room upside down as i make it my study room..

i placed my comforter nicely on da floor... with a pillow n a bolster..

sounds like im going to sleep eh?

but no..i just want to make myself feel comfortable..

this is how i study..

i cant study in my room because its too cozy which cn mke me fall asleep! (it happen many times already ;p)

sumore im not alone if i study in da living room...

there are my sister n my beloved Cute :)

their company avoid me from feeling boring..

this is how i messed up the living room...

adorable miss cute..

she did disturbed me sometimes by lurking on my notes!!!!

yes...that is how i write.. 'si cecep'

she's annoyed by da camera's flash

this is what im studying.. now u know why i really want to finished my study ASAP.. cant take this mumbo-jumbo knowledge anymore!!

*all the pictures was taken because of my uncontrollable boredom!!*

ed's open house

2008-11-01T14:44:00.000-07:00

i wrote in my last post dat im going to a raya open house issit?

well, i did go.. but just before i arrived, i called ed to acknowledge my arrival but she didnt picked up..i called her many times.. the problem is, im not quite sure the unit number of her condo, the lift is very tricky and i dont have access card to enter the building.. Hmmm..

this is us, all geared up for makan-makan! yummy!

i waited downstairs for about half an hour n i am freaking starving at dat time! so nadya n i decided to change da plan n we went to Curve, Damansara instead..

we finnaly decided to splurge this time so we had our dinner at 'le gourmet house'... to my suprise, the dishes cost us reasonably..

'Le Gourmet House' , Curve, Mutiara Damansara

Our drinks, raspberry lemonade, mix citrus juice

my dinner - smoked salmon sandwich

nadya's - sausage liat, roti keras (according to nadya)

To be honest, i felt to eat more! im still hungry (yes i ate a lot nowadays--i wnt to gain some weight..ppl said im too skinny...less sexy ;p )

luckily, ed called me and she still insisted us to go to her open house.. well.. there r still some empty spaces in my stomach to be filled!!!

this is us... fulled n satisfied!

i stayed at ed's to watch 'sehati berdansa'( a dance competition participated by our local artist)

then, we (including ed) went back to my home n we continue studying..

what a great way to spend the day.. :)

car problem----> SETTLE!!

2008-11-01T01:45:00.000-07:00

yeah!
no more problem with my car!
i fixed her already!
no more flat battery...no more alarm disfunction..
im happy..happy..

sumore i changed the car parked with my sis, nadya already..
no need for me to walkathon every morning anymore!

i already settle dis prob like a month ago..
but only now i feel to write it :)

oh im supposed to be heading to ed's house now for Raya Open House..
truth is i dont really feel to go because of abg jam's freind will be there too.
i met them last two nite..not my type..
one of them tried to be closed with me..
honestly.. i dont like!
i only want my shayang!

Hmmm..talking bout my shayang.. i really miss him..
it has been one week since he went to Iran..
everything is not da same when he is not around..

come back quick!

heh..gediks!

new family member!

2008-10-31T12:14:00.000-07:00

welcome to mr Ben!!!
a very macho male cat!
we kidnapped him all the way from terengganu!
we just placed him in a small carrier that only fits his body. no place for the food or water...its because there was not enough space in the car. We placed him on the back seat between my brother n his girlfriend, Mas. we thought of stopping few times to feed him n let him do the loo but he slept all the way of the 6hour journey! a very calm n steady cat.. just after half an hour the journey started, he felt asleep already. Even when we stopped by to let him to the loo, he didnt want to go out from the carrier at all!

the reason we decided to keep Ben as a pet is because we felt pitty of Cute(a female cat that stayed with us now) who always alone whenever we are not around..imagine a cat who live in a 12th floor apartment without any cat-friends...she must be very lonely..

well, dats what we thought...the truth is Cute doesnt like any new cat around her! she doesnt like any new company..
the moment Ben stepped inside our house, Cute was hysterically angry! she keeps making this mmiiaaooww which sounds like a warning. while Ben didnt do anything...he hides behind the TV carbinet while starring at cute..
we thought that its normal because they sure need some times to get along each other.

so, we kept Ben inside the cage (as a potty training as well)for the night. the next morning, just as Mas let Ben out from the cage, he dashed towards cute n they had a fight!(i was sleeping at this time, but i was awake by their fighting sound but i did continue back my sleep---well, im a sleep lover)

from the fight, we can see that it will takes a very long time for them to feel comfortable in each other present, or maybe they will never be friends at all..for eternity..
this situation really worried us.. we know that Cute is a very angry female cat(she felt as if Ben as an intruders)while ben is a very wild n survival male cat (this is the effect from the surrounding he was brought up with---with lots of cats)....we scared dat they will never get along well.

well, finnaly we decided to 'kasi' Mr Ben (i dont know the word in english----it means more like, to take away Ben manhood!)..it does sounds cruel..but situation forces us to do so...Ben himself aged quite a lot already...n Cute had experinced for being a mother already...
so for now...this will be the most relevant thing to do..

here some of the pics of Macho-Mr Ben....

Final Exam

2008-10-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

final exam! final exam!
another one week to go!
im not ready yet!
i wnt to study! i want to...but im lazy..hahha

this is my last final exam! insyaalah..
after final finish, i have to take my 3 month industrial training...
stil looking for places to do it..
Hmmm...if theres any offer out there, tell me yah!

got to get back to study! waste no time!
wish me luck!
*wink*wink

gam ba teh!

5th october!!!

2008-10-12T20:34:00.000-07:00

ok everybody!
lets sing along!!!
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to farra..
happy birthday to me...
thank you
thank you
the date of birth is 5th october..
because of some unpredictable reason,
i hd to postponed the fabulous party
to last sunday..12th oct..
here some of da pics for you to witness miss farra belle's stunning party!

getting ready :)

walla! we r done! n its time for snap~ snap~

my official 23 years old pitcha

some gediks photo session

my bestest frens - edz n farrah

thanks to redbox, cupcakechic (curve, damansara)

let the party begin.. :)

me with my birthday cupcake

yum! yum!

here comes the singing sensation!

sisters :)... nadya n mas

goyang inul...

thanks all for coming

n thanks to u for everything...

im back

2008-10-08T20:29:00.000-07:00

ok ok..
im back for real..
laxmana, no one kidnap me lor..
me just lazying around..
going trough some problems..

hehe...!
no more miss lazy bum!

here come
miss farra belle da greatest!!!

hahaha

truly frenship....

2008-09-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

i really miss those time when we always hang out together...having fun... sharing secrets.. all those sad n happy moments..

looking back those days...

when we r 'young n dangerous' hahah! ( but we still young laa..) ...
when we r flying high in our life...
when we r daring enough to challenge our limit..
when laughter replaced the sorrow..
when we held our hands together to overcome all da sadness...
when we hug each other to share the love...

:-)

even though we change... in order to adapt to a new environment...
deep down inside we r still the greatest babes alive!

because friendship is like the air we breath..
we cant see it... but we sure can feel it...
n without it we die...

love u my babes

Selamat Berpuasa

2008-09-01T19:10:00.000-07:00

last night im so excited to start fasting!
i took my 'hadas besar shower' ... i clean myself physically n spiritually nicely to welcome the greatest month of all...-- Ramadahan Al-Mubarak....

me, my bro din n mas planned to hv our sahur at Idaman Restaurant, Mutiara Damansara last night... but sadly they slept earlier so its canceled... i ended up with a slice of bread with butter n sugar for my sahur... hehehe

but today, as i woke up... (around 5pm---hahahahaha!) ...went to shower, i realize, im having my period already...damn it! im so frustrated! but what to do...
my period cycle always end up on early month.. i guess, on da first day of raya also, it will be da same...
so sad.. i cant hv my Sunat Sembahyang Raya! i like to go to the mosque to feel da celebration of Syawal... Hmmm its ok.. i'll stay home n prepare the delicious raya dishes! oh my god! im hungry already!

hehehe Ramadhan just started, i already think bout Raya! cant wait!

im soooo hungry now!!! even tho i cannot fasting but i dont want to spoil my-not-eating-progress..
because i want to train myself to control my lust! so that, hopefully, i can complete this year Ramadhan perfectly like before ( ok, not always laaa...)

its 7.03pm now... another 17mins, we can breakfasting!!! yeah!!!

oh, for those who's living aroung KL...
i want to share this year breakfasting timetable!!!

n lastly,
im wishing all muslim 'Happy Fasting' !!!!!

Lazy..lazy bum

2008-08-25T23:14:00.000-07:00

this past few days, im such a lazy bum.. i enjoyed sleeping a lot! maybe because of the raining season.. my room becomes very cozy n it makes me really hard to wake up!
i missed my class for 2 days already.. all because of my lovely bed n pillows wont let me go from hugging me... hehe.. or i hugged them?

waking up late is not the only reason for me to skip classes...
my car is having her (yes, its a her...she's my bestfren!)moody season now... she keeps having the same old problem again! which is---> flat on battery!
actually, its my fault, i know... i did not start my car for 3 days already...
u see..i only drive my car to class or sometimes to meet up with friends...
because of my holiday break... i totally hv no mood to go out at all.... i spent da whole day sleeping..haha..(i think this is one of da reason im becoming lazy bum---- im habit to sleep!)

i supposed to start my car once in awhile even tho i dont use her... but da prob is i parked my car about a mile away (isiit to much? dunno....) from my apartment!
i hate my apartment management!!!! only one car park available for each unit!!! n there r 3 cars used by my hommies!
but when to think about it, the car park themselves is totally limited! even when they give each unit, one car park....it is still not enough!

n the result from that...
i hv to sacrifice my time, energy n money... to parked my car a mile away n pay rm120 a month for da parking lot!!
its too much!!!

i did jump start my car once, bt then after only one day, da battery flat again!
i can feel there's something wrong with my car... later i found out that Gen2's alarm use a huge amount of electric! ( captor- its an alarm which can be used to trace back ur car location if its stolen)...
sumore there r wiring problems with my alarm... because sometimes it started by itself..
this explain why my battery easily flat...
they said i can repair it back but it will cost me around 400-500...
it doesn't worth it, dont u think so?
better if i cut off da alarm n used da normal one without captor...
Hmmmm... problems..problems...

well... this post is mostly me mumbling to myself bout my own thought! hehe..
because im a bit stressed n tired of doing my assignment now...

better i get back to it... n finish it!!
cayok!! cayok!!

Guys...hw to understand you?...

2008-08-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

Heard lots of guys problem lately.. n it made me think... why man is so hard to understand!
one minute they r full with passionate n love but puff!!! suddenly they change into a mad bull! (sorry to address u guys as a bull ;p..just a metaphor..)
Honestly... im very upset with their annoying ignorance.. with their nature who like to blame us for most of da probs occur.. with their ego.. n with their uncontrollable lust..

my friend, miss ed had da same prob...she didn't know how to make him understand of what she felt because she don't know how to overcome his ridiculous ego.. she was playing with her internal emotion ( sumore she's having her period--PMS)... n the anger explode n she punch da wall with her bare hand.. she broke her arm.. she was hoping he understand her anger but no.. he still defending his ego.. she went to the hospital alone..

all we need is an attention from da man we love... we r drown in our own sadness.. we r in pain inside and outside.. we r so devastated until we r willing to end everything.. to end our sorrow.. but we know we cant never live without them... n they knew it too..
they tortured our feelings by saying 'all i need is some space'...

in the end everything will settle.. because love win over everything...
but will it ever end?
will we be able to understand each other?

here some of da truth about woman.. (woman who is in love)
yes, the truth is woman is weak... we cannot think rationally when we r in our emotional complex... we tend to make undesirable decision... we follow our heart more than our brain.. we are attention seeker... we r drama queen..
but,
we r not looking for a mountain of gold... or a river flow with lust..
we just want you to show ur love to us.. if not by words, than by touch, by ur care, by spending more time with us... by being there when we need you...
is it to much to ask?

n if there's guys out there reading this post.....
can u tell me why is it so easy for you to walk away,
n why is it so hard for you to fight for your love?....

Unbelievable!

2008-08-13T20:55:00.000-07:00

remember my post about da 'wedding at hilton'?

only two days after the sweet weddings, i bump into da bridegroom with another girl!
They r intimately close to each other like a love birds!
how pathetic da guy is!
he just got married for 2 days and now he's in an arm of another woman!

i mean i know its normal for a guy to be unfaithful but at least hv some respect to ur marriage! for god sake!

then i discover da truth...
dat the guy hv been seing da new girl long time before the marriage..
plus the girl was there on their wedding!!!
da guy honestly does not prepare to get married..
the relationship with da newly wed wife had not been stable for quite sometime...

i really pitty kak ain, da bride...
i am 100% sure dat da new girl was only into money..
rationally,
how could someone attend their love of life wedding?
what kind of woman who hv da heart to celebrate her man wedding with someone else...?

hmmm...
this is life..
we hv no right to judge people..
everyone hv reason to what their doing..
n everything happen for a reason..

but still, as a human being....
do have some dignity...
and live ur life with a virtue..
period~

Missing in action

2008-08-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

whow! i really abandoned my blog eh..
been having problems lately..
really disturbing me..
im nt myself da past few days..
but hey! im back to rock!

i miss all da bloggers out there..
hug n kisses from me
mmuuahhhhh!

WEDDINGS at the HILTON

2008-08-05T22:01:00.000-07:00

weddings! i love weddings!
the bride..the decor..the food..the door gift...
love it!
wondering when my time will come...???
well...it will one day..
but if it doesnt..i dont want to care much..
i just want to live my life!
yeaaah!

2nd Aug 2008
KL Hilton
abg jam n kak ain weddings
simple yet romantic..
the theme is black n white..
(but i see mostly white..haha)

congratulations...n may ur love be cherished till the end :)
here some pic dat i took with my 5230 nokia phone (with no flash)..
so no wonder da quality is so poor..
but hey the memory dat is important rite!
i didnt took any pic of da pengantin...
honestly i went there because the sake of miss ed!
dont really care bout da pengantin!
sorry... ;-0

Movie online..

2008-07-26T03:51:00.000-07:00

dis is da first time i followed watching da whole 12 episode online movie! Its a good movie! An indonesian movie bout a teenager girl trying to protect her virginity from da cruel world..
the ending was a bit non-reality... but the plot was well directed.. but i need to warned u earlier bout episode 8 which is totally ridiculous! they copied scene in 'coyote ugly' n its irrelevant to the motive of da movie dat is to show the reality world of today youth..
the movie title is Virgin (perawan).. u can watch it tru youtube.com
n here some of da preview from da first episode..

almost get summons! phew...!

2008-07-24T14:49:00.000-07:00

on da way back home from UM, there's a road block and unfortunately i got caught for not wearing seat belt... i did wore it before i reached the road block but they already marked me earlier! n one of da policeman was brave enough to stand in da middle of da road just to stop my car since im at the fast lane...damn! i told da policeman dat i already fasten my seat belt!
he just laugh n said "oh really? n when is dat? like 5 second ago?" damn!

Then he asked for my license n IC.. He looked fierce at first but after a few chit chat..he cooled down a bit.. i told him im only a student...n im still young.. i dont have money to pay for da summons...( with a very innocent+sympathy+cute face)...

n u know what! it worked!
he pity of me! n warn me not to violate traffic offense anymore!
im grateful for ur kindness sir...

but hey! there's sure a catch!
he asked for my phone number...n promised to call me when he's free...
heh! da hell do i care!!
n for sure i gave him da wrong one!

i was so relieved...
lucky me...

so folks... do fasten ur seatbelt...
its not worth to pay da summons which will cost u few hundred of ringgits..
sumore its for our own safety..

'berhati-hati di jalan raya, ingatlah org yg tersayang'

here's a cool advertisement from proton---encouraging u to wear seat belt! ;)

Genting Highlands kota keriangan...

2008-07-22T04:45:00.000-07:00

Welcome to Sara, Haikel n kat! Thanks for coming here.. U guys r a lot of fun... Because of them, we went to Genting Highland n took da space shot ride together! I cant believe i'll be on da ride again! Da last time was when im 18! I must say dat its da most extreme amusement ride dat i ever tried!
here some of da info! looks scary but fun like hell!

Space Shot

Space Shot is a rapid vertical ascent and descent amusement ride. It lifts up to 12 people into the air, providing an exciting G-force on the way up and a feeling of weightlessness on the way down.

Passengers are also able to take in the scenery around them on the way up, as this ride is an open-air ride. Strapped onto seats, four to a side of the tower, the starting sequence cannot be initiated until all passengers are safely secured to their seats.

Minimum Height Requirement: 137cm

Ride Facts
Type of Ride	Intense, not for faint-hearted
Country of Origin	USA
Manufactured By	S & S Power Inc
Speed	67 km/hour
Maximum Capacity	12 persons
Height	185 feet

n this is us freaking out bfore da ride,

everyone is here- zubir, haikel, majid, me, sara, rashid, jimmy n faizal..(except for kat n dino-- pusies)

sounds fun issit? u have to try if u come to Malaysia!

Last night we had a private party at da club penthouse and everyone had a blast... the most memorable part is dat when we drove 160km/h to KL just to have mamak maggi goreng n ayam tandoori! its crazy!
We took only 5mins form damansara to KL! Sumore we listen to great oldies song along da way! Thank god nothing bad happen since all of us already typsy! hehe

thanks again to Sara, kat n Haikal for their everlasting joyable spirit!
hope to see u guys here again.. :)

a holiday to remember... bali,indonesia

2008-07-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

Bali, Indonesia, went there half because of holiday, and the other half because of the UM course that i took.

it is damn cheap in Bali! all it takes is rm300+ for the air tic and rm1000 to survive including accommodation, transport, food, activity n shopping! damn cheap kan?! n get this--- i stayed there for 9 days! amazingly cheap!

here some pics to describe the amazing Bali...

this is where we stayed...Suarsena, Ubud, Bali...

they provided us free breakfast every morning! delivered right in front ur room!

here is Tirta Tempul...u can see all the artifact proving the first arrival of religions..

this gate called the ying n yang gate

this place called Gunung Kawi... see da ppl around us? they rushed towards us as soon as we set our foot here!...desperate sales plan!

welcome to Goa Gajah... still an artifact place..

they believe this is a magic water! to maintain ur youth! cool issit?

the paddy is awesomely green!

here is Ubud Water Palace.. we watched some of the famous traditional performances here..Beautiful...amazing ...and remarkable.. u cannot miss the performances if u visit Bali!
here some of da pics..

Its time for some sun now!
The beach in Bali was incredible! especially in Kuta..its nt dat the beach is damn nice, it was so-so but the beach activities was amazingly awesome! the wave is cool! big wave! lots of ppl surfing.. they also offered a surfing lesson which cost rm50 per lesson-which is for the whole day until u hd enough of it!
there were also beach massage! u cn hv sunbathing while sumone massaging u!!! damn nice i tell u...!
shops are everywhere along the beach...so do club! there r also jet ski,para sailing,boats n everything u want! u named it!

But i prefer Nusa Bali beach,

its not dat hot n very windy! the beach is astonishingly beautiful- white sand-blue sea but the activity is dull! it is more a family spot!... but the view, worth everything...

Besakih! da largest temple in Bali...its huge!
wondering why i wore sarong? its da rule.. in every temple u enter, u cannot wear short or anything dat show ur leg.. u have to cover it!

Taman Tirtangga...my favourite visit! its marvelous! the view is spectacular!

amazing issit? dont forget to drop by here..its worth it..

oh! the time i visit Bali, they r celebrating Hari Raya Galungan! the main festival for Hindu..
i look ridiculous! hehe what was i thinking?...

ok...im not sure what dis place called.. bedugul or git git...hmmmm... but still, the waterfall is wow!

I did took some pics for da night life in Bali...but its with my friend.. always forgot to ask for it :(

Most of the time here, we spend it by exploring the cultural heritage of balinese (this is 4 my UM project)...

the cool part is dat watching da performances n da boring part is dat i had to explore almost all the temple in bali! (most of the balinese is hindu! incredible!) but wut to do! i'll do anything to get A! yeah!

if i hv the chance to go again, i will! n i will discover more on the beach n the nitelife! care 2 join?!

Last Night...

2008-07-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

last nite is a memorable nite for me..

he took my hand,
he stared at it,
he hold it tightly,
he caressed it softly,
he kissed it smoothly...

he looked up,
put his hand around me,
smiling,
kissed my forehead, my cheek and my lips...
hugged me...

He stared deep in my eyes..
a single tears rolling down his cheek...
and he said ..
"u dont know how much i love you... u dont know how much i miss u"

I wipe his tears softly...
I kissed him passionately...
I put his hand firmly in mine...

and I said
"I know sayang....n i will always do"

because i love you as much as u love me
because i miss u the way u miss me..

where have my luck gone?

2008-07-16T16:17:00.000-07:00

my day today is very bad... gt no luck at all

i woke up dis morning 7.45am and my class started at 8am!! of course i missed it!
u know why? because i silent my phone in yesterday class n forgot to turned to normal mode even when i set the alarm...i didn't realized it was in a silent mode....
Ed called me for 6 times...still i cant hear it!
Hmmmm..bad luck num 1..

but i still went to UM for the 10am Laboratory.... everything ok... no traffic... im in good mood already...

just as i arrived at the parking lot... again problem comes... there's some event at the Exam Hall and all parking already taken... Hmmmm...
the thing is, i can park at my Faculty but since there always full almost everyday so i just depend on my luck n went to the parking lot's Exam Hall. Because i know, normally only few student parked there accept on exam week!
but who knows there r event today...and i had to park my car at the top of da hill... extremely far from my lab... !!!
Hmmmm...bad luck num 2..

Im a bit late for my lab ( thanks to the unexpected walkathon! )
my lab mates r all ready n just waiting for me...
sorry...sorry
So we started our project smoothly....at first..
i had to distill 2 petroleum sample from the petronas to check the exact composition with GC(gas chromatography) ...
We took more time than we thought to distill da first sample.. u know why? because the heater is a bit broken.. so da heating is so slow! i almost asleep waiting for it...
and the result? something is wrong...
Hmmmmm... bad luck num 3...

we agreed to continue to the 2nd sample... and this time we changed da heater...
the heater looks fine... but turned out to be broken also in da middle of the prosess... im getting to feel exhausted now...
Hmmmmm... bad luck num 4..

Again we changed the heater...finnaly everything worked out well
Then i went for a break to get some rest... im not physically tired but mentally! :(

Back to the lab, we redo the first sample... i already gained my energy back n im positive everything will be done!
I almost finished the distillation until at the very last minute my lab partner told me dat the sample is da wrong one... someone exchanged da bottle!
aaarrrggghhhh! this is pissing me off!
Hmmmm... bad luck num 5...

ok...take a deep breath and restart again! ok... this is nothing.. its not dat i'll die if i hd to repeat again...
and Finnaly....
everything done! yes!

Just as i finished the distillation, suddenly the fume cupboard got some electric shot! luckily i already done my the experiment...
if im still there...who knows what might happen eh?

but my apparatus were still there.. i cannot leave it there....
i have to wait for the lab assistant to make sure everything working first..
Hmmmmm.. bad luck num 6...

at last everything back to normal.. im all set to go back home already..already packed my stuff...
then suddenly my lab partner told me dt we hv to keep da sample in refrigerator even tho u sealed it with para film.. to prevent it from vaporized...
well da prob is, she already locked da locker wer she kept da sample and da keys is at one of our lab partner who went back earlier...
ok this is too much to handle already.. but by looking at her face...i felt pity for her.. i cannot blamed her alone... things happen..shit happen...
Hmmmm.. bad luck num 7...

so i drove all da way to 12th college to get da precious key... and went back to da lab... n kept da sample safely in da refrigerator...

i went back home and straight to the couch for a nice...long waited nap...ZZZZzzzz

Even tho im stressed...exhausted....
but im glad i survived today....
because each day got its own challenge....
n everything depends on us either we up for it or not!

"I believe everything happen for a reason.
People change so that u can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that u can appreciate them when they are right.
You believe lies so u eventually learn to trust no one but urself,
and somestimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together."

Marylin Monroe

my dream car...for now

2008-07-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

MERCEDES BENZ CLS DARKNIGHT

MERCEDES BENZ CLS GRAPHITE

BMW 645CI

NISSAN MURANO 2009 (PEARL WHITE)

Hectic day...

2008-07-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

today is so tiring!!
6.45am - wake up!!! (to avoid da evil traffic jam!)...
put on cloth... a bit make up... la..la..la...

damn! already...
7.15am! - im always like this... carried away by time...
then went to dsara perdana to pick up miss horny... waiting 4 her...la..la...la

gosh! almost
7.45am! - fast and furious to my class...
surprisingly no traffic jam! im lucky today! yeah!

i arrived
8am - sharp at da lecture hall entrance!!
study...study...la..la..la....
gossip...gossip...la..la...la

finnaly
9am - class finished!!!....
hungry...went to cafe...breakfast

9.30am - still makan2

9.40am - brrrupppp! alhamdulilah...

9.45am - ed : "belle jom teman i pi post office"
belle : "no hal bebeh"

9.50am - at post office...paying bills... help miss horny to post da wedding invitation...

10am - shit! i got class
belle : "ed i blah lu!"
ed : "slamat belaja"

11am - morning section class finished! yeah! im going back to sleep

11.15am - ed : "belle, jom pi kl sat....."
belle - "no hal bebeh"

11.30am - stuck in kl... looking for roads... got lost abit...

12pm - everything's done! yeah i go back to hv some nap now!

12.05pm - ed : "eh belle, jom gi swim...sempat lagi nih"
belle : "no hal bebeh..orait i suka"

12.15pm - arived dsara perdana.....
makan2 a bit....
swim2 a bit...

1.30pm - belle : "ngantuk ah ed...x tau nape"
ed : "nk tdo ke? nk p kls ak ptg nanti?
belle : "klau sempat n mood baik...kta pi la"
ed : "ok, i tunggu alan dtg jap...kesian plak dia... x penah i buat camni
kt dia" ( with very sad expression )
i rest a bit under da fantastic sun!....feel so good....Ahhhhh

1.35pm - ed : "ha tu alan dh sampai"

1.40pm - chit chat....luahan perasaan... kebongkaran rahsia...hehe

2.30pm - alan "gua gerak lu ah...nk keja nih"
ed & belle : "ok ok"

3pm - change my cloth... wondering kak ain photo...

3.30pm - ed : "belle, i mandi jap"

3.45pm - ed : "eh belle, pukul brapa dh ni? isk...tungu jap"

3.50pm - fast and furious to UM...my class starting in 10mins!

4.05 - safely arrived... yeah! went to class...

5.00pm - class finish for da day...yeaaay!

5.05pm - ed: "belle, i mls la nk pi kls i... jum p OU...i nk beli bju yg u beli ari tu...yg kt 4ever 21 tu
belle : "no hal bebeh"

5.30pm - reached OU... went straight to 4ever 21!
no wandering around!!!!... enough shopping! enough! enough!

5.45pm - ed bought da blouse proudly... saying " bju ni cantik..worth it utk dibeli kan?"

6.00pm - wondering around OU.....(hehehehehe woman will always be woman...what to do..)

6.30pm - entered lovely lace... buy some stuff for Her birthday... 'a simple thought for her' and
some for me...
(shit im still spending!)

7.00 - done spending....n no regrets! coz i really need an earing holder! (i guess so)

7.30pm - went to dsara perdana again to send miss horny back

7.45pm - stuck in da traffic jam! why.....????? why me???? guess im sill not lucky today

8.30pm - still stuck! i just want to go back to pelangi dsara! which is normally only took me
10mins to arrive! huhuhu.. im tired already

8.45pm - finnaly arrived home.... but suddenly felt hungry again

9.00pm - rest a bit...took shower..on-line

10.00pm - went out again...to buy makan2 with Mas...

10.30pm - done makan...

11.00pm - din r home n told me bout online ad dat pay you! great! NUFFNANG~

11.30pm - start to write this blog....hoping lots ppl will read it...so dat i get paid

12.00pm - still writing..at da same time checking others blog.. checks
facebook..friendster...myspace...mails...UM website.. fasion website....

1.00pm - yawn!!!!! wah! i cannot carry on anymore! im dead fish if i continue any longer..

alrite then...finish blogging
this will be da longest blog dat i ever posted! what to do! it is a hectic day...
but im happy coz today is fully used!!! wish to hv a day like dis again...

nite nite~

Mr police...u make da traffic worst...

2008-07-14T02:20:00.000-07:00

did u realized how many police standby at da roadside dis morning? n sumore they blocked some road! i mean, they dont stop us but since da nature of malaysian driver, when they see police, they'll get nervous, n tend to slow down... little by little everyone will get stuck!

thanks to en. polisi, i stuck in da traffic jam for 1 and a half hour! da journey is just from dsara to Pj! can u believe that?

i heard from da radio dat they r aware of a might-be-a-riot in front da parliament...
ahhhh...dat explain why eh?

Hmmm...
what is da world going to be...
the recent shocking news i heard dat there will be war against Iran and U.S/Israel...
its scary.. they r playing with nuclear...

Hmmmm...
can we do anything bout it? no... its nature of human...
we tend to gain more n more power untill there r nothing else left for us to conquer...
n we'll try anything to make it happen..
sounds bad? what to do...
the world is reaching to its end.. :(

and dats why u,

do what makes u happy,
be with who makes u smile,
laugh as much as u breathe,
and love as long as u live.

because nothing is lasting...
because life is short...

enjoy ur moment... ( with a limit ;p)

and take a chance,
because u never know,
how perfect something can turn out to be... :)

Shopping spree on mega sale!!!!

2008-07-12T02:55:00.000-07:00

Phheww! mega sale is crazy! i can still see da numbers and da % sign sparkling in front of me now... they r dancing n teasing me! like i did not spent enough! arrrggghhh! crazy! dis is crazy! it has to stop!

n it did.... because why? because my classes started.. thank god.. now im redirecting my focus back to my study... no need to think bout those amazingly gorgeous 50% off silky black top... and those incredibly stunning 5inch heels with 30% discount.... ahhhhh! its killing me!

well...well.. now u know how hard issit to be a woman eh?
but it worth every penny i spent because the goods r vavavoom!!!
heh heh sure it is... since i spent da whole day looking for da best!!!!

but it is still long way for mega sale to end! 1st sept!!!
lets hope i can put myself 2gede for da time being...

advise to da rest------> berjimat cermat amalan hidup bersama :)

im a morning person now... :)

2008-07-11T19:55:00.000-07:00

before, my life is so abnormal... my day normally start at 1.00pm da earliest..! sometimes i can sleep da whole day n woke up at 7.00pm! its because i got nothing to do... im not working, not studying...no nothing! its great! i got no prob with money since my bf fully supported everything! if i feel bored, i went hang out with frens...went for a shopping...
i also spend most of my time at night...partying...
i live like a princess.. life of da rich and famous..

at first, i enjoyed it so much.. i hv nothing to worried... but then i started to hate it...
i feel like i got no life... i can feel dat my brain cannot worked out properly... it became very slow...

i need to change..
my bf suggest me to run some business... but i dont hv enough knowledge and experience to do so..but i will someday... dats what i want to do in my future...
thats why now,
everything has change! i continue back my study! im using my brain wisely now! i wake up at 7.00am now! (sometimes 9am)....now I feel more alive!

but still very hard for me to adapt to the new environment ...
but i realized nothing is this world is easy... i can never have a perfect life if i dont work out for it!
for me, perfect life = money+love+happiness....

i believe life is too short to wake up with regrets. I believe everything happens for a reason.. if I get a second chance, I'll grab it with both hands.. if it changes my life, let it.
nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it..

i will continue to strive for a perfect life as long as i hv my loved one patiently by my side :)
thanks to all my sayangness...

moving on...

2008-07-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

there's a point in ur life,
when u get tired chasing everyone and trying to fix everything,
bt its nt giving up,
its realizing you dont need certain ppl,
the bullshit n the drama they bring :)

u r not being mean bt being rational,
u cannot pleased everyone,
truth is dat not everyone needs u,
u need to move on and have ur own life....

with those who love n care bout u as much as u do...

Beginning of Belle....

2008-07-02T02:20:00.000-07:00

Here goes da story of my life... my true feelings... my point of view... and da voice from my heart... i'll try to post as frequent as i can.. i will share everything... :)