Lazy..lazy bum

this past few days, im such a lazy bum.. i enjoyed sleeping a lot! maybe because of the raining season.. my room becomes very cozy n it makes me really hard to wake up!
i missed my class for 2 days already.. all because of my lovely bed n pillows wont let me go from hugging me... hehe.. or i hugged them?

waking up late is not the only reason for me to skip classes...
my car is having her (yes, its a her...she's my bestfren!)moody season now... she keeps having the same old problem again! which is---> flat on battery!
actually, its my fault, i know... i did not start my car for 3 days already...
u see..i only drive my car to class or sometimes to meet up with friends...
because of my holiday break... i totally hv no mood to go out at all.... i spent da whole day sleeping..haha..(i think this is one of da reason im becoming lazy bum---- im habit to sleep!)

i supposed to start my car once in awhile even tho i dont use her... but da prob is i parked my car about a mile away (isiit to much? dunno....) from my apartment!
i hate my apartment management!!!! only one car park available for each unit!!! n there r 3 cars used by my hommies!
but when to think about it, the car park themselves is totally limited! even when they give each unit, one car park....it is still not enough!

n the result from that...
i hv to sacrifice my time, energy n money... to parked my car a mile away n pay rm120 a month for da parking lot!!
its too much!!!

i did jump start my car once, bt then after only one day, da battery flat again!
i can feel there's something wrong with my car... later i found out that Gen2's alarm use a huge amount of electric! ( captor- its an alarm which can be used to trace back ur car location if its stolen)...
sumore there r wiring problems with my alarm... because sometimes it started by itself..
this explain why my battery easily flat...
they said i can repair it back but it will cost me around 400-500...
it doesn't worth it, dont u think so?
better if i cut off da alarm n used da normal one without captor...
Hmmmm... problems..problems...

well... this post is mostly me mumbling to myself bout my own thought! hehe..
because im a bit stressed n tired of doing my assignment now...

better i get back to it... n finish it!!
cayok!! cayok!!

Guys...hw to understand you?...

Heard lots of guys problem lately.. n it made me think... why man is so hard to understand!
one minute they r full with passionate n love but puff!!! suddenly they change into a mad bull! (sorry to address u guys as a bull ;p..just a metaphor..)
Honestly... im very upset with their annoying ignorance.. with their nature who like to blame us for most of da probs occur.. with their ego.. n with their uncontrollable lust..

my friend, miss ed had da same prob...she didn't know how to make him understand of what she felt because she don't know how to overcome his ridiculous ego.. she was playing with her internal emotion ( sumore she's having her period--PMS)... n the anger explode n she punch da wall with her bare hand.. she broke her arm.. she was hoping he understand her anger but no.. he still defending his ego.. she went to the hospital alone..

all we need is an attention from da man we love... we r drown in our own sadness.. we r in pain inside and outside.. we r so devastated until we r willing to end everything.. to end our sorrow.. but we know we cant never live without them... n they knew it too..
they tortured our feelings by saying 'all i need is some space'...

in the end everything will settle.. because love win over everything...
but will it ever end?
will we be able to understand each other?

here some of da truth about woman.. (woman who is in love)
yes, the truth is woman is weak... we cannot think rationally when we r in our emotional complex... we tend to make undesirable decision... we follow our heart more than our brain.. we are attention seeker... we r drama queen..
but,
we r not looking for a mountain of gold... or a river flow with lust..
we just want you to show ur love to us.. if not by words, than by touch, by ur care, by spending more time with us... by being there when we need you...
is it to much to ask?

n if there's guys out there reading this post.....
can u tell me why is it so easy for you to walk away,
n why is it so hard for you to fight for your love?....

Unbelievable!

remember my post about da 'wedding at hilton'?

only two days after the sweet weddings, i bump into da bridegroom with another girl!
They r intimately close to each other like a love birds!
how pathetic da guy is!
he just got married for 2 days and now he's in an arm of another woman!

i mean i know its normal for a guy to be unfaithful but at least hv some respect to ur marriage! for god sake!

then i discover da truth...
dat the guy hv been seing da new girl long time before the marriage..
plus the girl was there on their wedding!!!
da guy honestly does not prepare to get married..
the relationship with da newly wed wife had not been stable for quite sometime...

i really pitty kak ain, da bride...
i am 100% sure dat da new girl was only into money..
rationally,
how could someone attend their love of life wedding?
what kind of woman who hv da heart to celebrate her man wedding with someone else...?

hmmm...
this is life..
we hv no right to judge people..
everyone hv reason to what their doing..
n everything happen for a reason..

but still, as a human being....
do have some dignity...
and live ur life with a virtue..
period~

Missing in action

whow! i really abandoned my blog eh..
been having problems lately..
really disturbing me..
im nt myself da past few days..
but hey! im back to rock!

i miss all da bloggers out there..
hug n kisses from me
mmuuahhhhh!

WEDDINGS at the HILTON

weddings! i love weddings!
the bride..the decor..the food..the door gift...
love it!
wondering when my time will come...???
well...it will one day..
but if it doesnt..i dont want to care much..
i just want to live my life!
yeaaah!

2nd Aug 2008
KL Hilton
abg jam n kak ain weddings
simple yet romantic..
the theme is black n white..
(but i see mostly white..haha)

congratulations...n may ur love be cherished till the end :)
here some pic dat i took with my 5230 nokia phone (with no flash)..
so no wonder da quality is so poor..
but hey the memory dat is important rite!
i didnt took any pic of da pengantin...
honestly i went there because the sake of miss ed!
dont really care bout da pengantin!
sorry... ;-0