kekasih gelapku------> reality hurts!!!

Kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku


Kutahu kutakkan slalu ada untukmu
Di saat engkau merindukan diriku
Kutahu kutakkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku


Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...,
Hidupku……

tension released!!!

after a few of 'killer' paper..
my head cracked up already..
my body stressed too much..
muscle pain...tired soul..
so i decided to hv fun a bit!
i went to karaoke with my angels - ed, baity n nadya..
thanks to them..
i gained back my spirit to strive for the best!



we had our lunch first before karaoke session at Kayu, tesco mutiara damansara... see how exhausted we were!

see how happy we turned out to be.. ;D



and this is our live crazy singing!!!

-- Kush Kush Ho Ta Hay----

--------Beat It---Michael Jackson---------

first paper..

my first paper sux!
i spotted the wrong question!
damn...
im frustrated like hell!

my lect bring out da same question from the quiz test!
hw on earth im going to know that?
i tot he will never use the same question!!!!

UUUrrrGGGGGhhhhh!

stress!!!!!

my next paper will be tomorow morning..
i'll mke sure im fully prepare this time!
oh yes i will!!!

what an excellent student!

its 2.28 now..

im still awake.. studying..

tired..really tired but what to do.. :(

i will do my best this time

let this be the most memoriable last final exam...heh!

i turned the living room upside down as i make it my study room..

i placed my comforter nicely on da floor... with a pillow n a bolster..

sounds like im going to sleep eh?

but no..i just want to make myself feel comfortable..

this is how i study..

i cant study in my room because its too cozy which cn mke me fall asleep! (it happen many times already ;p)

sumore im not alone if i study in da living room...

there are my sister n my beloved Cute :)

their company avoid me from feeling boring..

this is how i messed up the living room...

adorable miss cute..

she did disturbed me sometimes by lurking on my notes!!!!

yes...that is how i write.. 'si cecep'

she's annoyed by da camera's flash

this is what im studying.. now u know why i really want to finished my study ASAP.. cant take this mumbo-jumbo knowledge anymore!!

*all the pictures was taken because of my uncontrollable boredom!!*

ed's open house

i wrote in my last post dat im going to a raya open house issit?

well, i did go.. but just before i arrived, i called ed to acknowledge my arrival but she didnt picked up..i called her many times.. the problem is, im not quite sure the unit number of her condo, the lift is very tricky and i dont have access card to enter the building.. Hmmm..

this is us, all geared up for makan-makan! yummy!

i waited downstairs for about half an hour n i am freaking starving at dat time! so nadya n i decided to change da plan n we went to Curve, Damansara instead..

we finnaly decided to splurge this time so we had our dinner at 'le gourmet house'... to my suprise, the dishes cost us reasonably..

'Le Gourmet House' , Curve, Mutiara Damansara

Our drinks, raspberry lemonade, mix citrus juice

my dinner - smoked salmon sandwich

nadya's - sausage liat, roti keras (according to nadya)

To be honest, i felt to eat more! im still hungry (yes i ate a lot nowadays--i wnt to gain some weight..ppl said im too skinny...less sexy ;p )

luckily, ed called me and she still insisted us to go to her open house.. well.. there r still some empty spaces in my stomach to be filled!!!

this is us... fulled n satisfied!

i stayed at ed's to watch 'sehati berdansa'( a dance competition participated by our local artist)

then, we (including ed) went back to my home n we continue studying..

what a great way to spend the day.. :)

car problem----> SETTLE!!

yeah!
no more problem with my car!
i fixed her already!
no more flat battery...no more alarm disfunction..
im happy..happy..

sumore i changed the car parked with my sis, nadya already..
no need for me to walkathon every morning anymore!

i already settle dis prob like a month ago..
but only now i feel to write it :)

oh im supposed to be heading to ed's house now for Raya Open House..
truth is i dont really feel to go because of abg jam's freind will be there too.
i met them last two nite..not my type..
one of them tried to be closed with me..
honestly.. i dont like!
i only want my shayang!

Hmmm..talking bout my shayang.. i really miss him..
it has been one week since he went to Iran..
everything is not da same when he is not around..

come back quick!

heh..gediks!

new family member!

welcome to mr Ben!!!
a very macho male cat!
we kidnapped him all the way from terengganu!
we just placed him in a small carrier that only fits his body. no place for the food or water...its because there was not enough space in the car. We placed him on the back seat between my brother n his girlfriend, Mas. we thought of stopping few times to feed him n let him do the loo but he slept all the way of the 6hour journey! a very calm n steady cat.. just after half an hour the journey started, he felt asleep already. Even when we stopped by to let him to the loo, he didnt want to go out from the carrier at all!

the reason we decided to keep Ben as a pet is because we felt pitty of Cute(a female cat that stayed with us now) who always alone whenever we are not around..imagine a cat who live in a 12th floor apartment without any cat-friends...she must be very lonely..

well, dats what we thought...the truth is Cute doesnt like any new cat around her! she doesnt like any new company..
the moment Ben stepped inside our house, Cute was hysterically angry! she keeps making this mmiiaaooww which sounds like a warning. while Ben didnt do anything...he hides behind the TV carbinet while starring at cute..
we thought that its normal because they sure need some times to get along each other.

so, we kept Ben inside the cage (as a potty training as well)for the night. the next morning, just as Mas let Ben out from the cage, he dashed towards cute n they had a fight!(i was sleeping at this time, but i was awake by their fighting sound but i did continue back my sleep---well, im a sleep lover)

from the fight, we can see that it will takes a very long time for them to feel comfortable in each other present, or maybe they will never be friends at all..for eternity..
this situation really worried us.. we know that Cute is a very angry female cat(she felt as if Ben as an intruders)while ben is a very wild n survival male cat (this is the effect from the surrounding he was brought up with---with lots of cats)....we scared dat they will never get along well.

well, finnaly we decided to 'kasi' Mr Ben (i dont know the word in english----it means more like, to take away Ben manhood!)..it does sounds cruel..but situation forces us to do so...Ben himself aged quite a lot already...n Cute had experinced for being a mother already...
so for now...this will be the most relevant thing to do..

here some of the pics of Macho-Mr Ben....

Final Exam

final exam! final exam!
another one week to go!
im not ready yet!
i wnt to study! i want to...but im lazy..hahha

this is my last final exam! insyaalah..
after final finish, i have to take my 3 month industrial training...
stil looking for places to do it..
Hmmm...if theres any offer out there, tell me yah!

got to get back to study! waste no time!
wish me luck!
*wink*wink

gam ba teh!

5th october!!!

ok everybody!
lets sing along!!!
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to farra..
happy birthday to me...
thank you
thank you
the date of birth is 5th october..
because of some unpredictable reason,
i hd to postponed the fabulous party
to last sunday..12th oct..
here some of da pics for you to witness miss farra belle's stunning party!


getting ready :)

walla! we r done! n its time for snap~ snap~

my official 23 years old pitcha

some gediks photo session

my bestest frens - edz n farrah

thanks to redbox, cupcakechic (curve, damansara)

let the party begin.. :)

me with my birthday cupcake

yum! yum!

here comes the singing sensation!

sisters :)... nadya n mas

goyang inul...

thanks all for coming

n thanks to u for everything...

im back

ok ok..
im back for real..
laxmana, no one kidnap me lor..
me just lazying around..
going trough some problems..

hehe...!
no more miss lazy bum!

here come
miss farra belle da greatest!!!

hahaha

truly frenship....

i really miss those time when we always hang out together...having fun... sharing secrets.. all those sad n happy moments..

looking back those days...

when we r 'young n dangerous' hahah! ( but we still young laa..) ...
when we r flying high in our life...
when we r daring enough to challenge our limit..
when laughter replaced the sorrow..
when we held our hands together to overcome all da sadness...
when we hug each other to share the love...

:-)

even though we change... in order to adapt to a new environment...
deep down inside we r still the greatest babes alive!

because friendship is like the air we breath..
we cant see it... but we sure can feel it...
n without it we die...

love u my babes